stress

I swear to god I am missing eyelashes all of a sudden....I knew I should've done a project I have due tomorrow last week. I just had a feeling. But no I waited and Maria was out on Mon, Kelly was out on Tues, Lisa called in today. Plus at least one of the 4 girls upstairs has been out sick all week as well. On top of all that I left 2 hrs early to go see my Dad in the hospital last night....who's been in since Monday. Things look better for him this week but if he doesn't need a pace maker this week I'm sure it'll just be a matter of time til he does. My Mom was in the ER Sat night with chest pains and my Mom NEVER goes to the hospital so she really had to be bad....I am driving down to North Carolina in a week  with my brother because he's moving there. And the family dinner that we were going to have is quickly turning into a big GTG....and with everything that my parents are dealing with I'm going to have to take care of it.....all the while I haven't been able to find time to finish my hat with the new needles I bought. I have no clean clothes, my bedroom is such a mess I can't find anything and usually I can walk in and pick whatever I'm looking for out of my 'mess'. I can't find my Ipod. I'm pretty sure, actually I specifically remember taking it out of my car Fri  night so I could charge it and now its no where to be found. But between meeting up and making time for friends, being with the family and accidentally getting drunk off of one glass of wine I haven't had 2 seconds to do anything about it.....and this weekend isn't going to be any better....Celia has a vet appt sat at 12:30 we have Bills party, Sun is the superbowl and I could care less but roomie is having peeps over I've been asked by 3 other diff people what I'm doing and I feel bad saying no (because i still can't get rid of my stupid guilt complex) and Steve's gonna be back and wants to see me......can I please go on vacation now alone all by myself. Arrrgggg!

SO anyway sometime maybe I'll actually start a productive useful blog that people can read and enjoy but for now please hope that no more of my body hair falls out.