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I feel like shit....I've been stuck in my house by myself for the past day. My car went into the shop Wed night because the clutch went and after dealing with assholes that talked down to me treated me like a dumb "girl", telling me the Mass lemon law doesn't really cover clutches, its a grey area and we're asking you to pay for half of it. I tell them no way I'll pay the $100 the law requires me to and thats it. So I call yesterday and couldn't get anyone. called again no one was in the shop and I need to call back around 3 to see if I can pick it up.  Call back, he's not there, call again so I call again talk to some dude that I can't fucking understand and the cars not done. somethings bent(sounded like rotor but I have no idea what he said) and they are fixing that. So I should be able to pick it up on Monday....but I have to call back and see.
So I can't even go out to see my new nephew who was born yesterday.Arrghh. I did get to hang out with Amy and Kris Fri night and went to see Lee's new condo and then went to Filenes  with Lee and Darci yesterday afternoon but other than that I'm going fucking nuts stuck in this house.
So fuck it....I'm going to start going out with these eharmony guys....I've been talking to,if you can call it that, one and have already been asked to meet and see if there's chemistry. If so then I've been invited to fly down to the Grand Cayman on the 23rd to stay with his family at their place there for a day then fly over to Cayman Brac and stay at his family's house THERE for 3 days, get up go take pictures for the new photography business he's starting with his dad. Then fly back to Grand Cayman and be back on Monday afternoon. Oh yeah he'll help out with the plain ticket to Grand C if I can't make the full amount and then he'll straight up pay for the island hopper to Cay Brac. WTF?????
I should be so super excited and I should just go, yet I'm upset about my exbf possibly(probably) bringing his new "we just hangout buddy" to a show last night.....so pissed! I was there for 4 1/2 yrs and he waited until he had someone else to finally let go. String me along like there might be something to fix or work out and then the instant someone else comes along it becomes oh I'm not sure what to do. Not be completely like can't do this anymore but Leave me hanging just in case this doesn't work out for him.
Arrrgghhh. Fuck it he's fine so am I.
I guess it working out Ok. I keep getting matched with engineers and  Harvard professors or ups and mailroom workers? How's that work out? I guess I could look at it like I'm well rounded, right? sometimes I feel like just hiding in a hole yet I'm stuck at my house for a day and going crazy. FUUUUUCK!
So Anyway  I swear to god someday I'll post a more coherent entry but I've posted a couple new pics....check it!

Comments

[jessica~]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck. So much to comment on! I have to go read your other posts but I wanted to say that's fucked up about spen. That's his new name by the way, it's abbreviated -get it? stephen = spen?! Ha, ha. No?

[Hersones]

YtHGsI Hi Rabzebuddy! Google.