Manic monday....

How does one person do so much damage? Or I guess make someone else hurt so much. I spent most of yesterday crying. Over movies, over commercials, just thinking, over non-communication. Seriously WTF? I don't understand how someone who has been in a relationship for 4 1/2 yrs with someone they supposedly consider their best friend can so quickly and easily go out with someone else. How do you not constantly think about the other person. Just seems like they never cared in the first place. Aggh I shouldn't even think twice about it…I wish there was some sort of class that teaches how to let go and how to get rid of feelings like they do…thing is I know if the situation were reversed and I started talking to someone I still wouldn't be able to just let go so easily…maybe I'm just crazy and maybe I should have taken my meds the past few days……You don't realize what they do until you stop taking them. I spent this morning trying not to cry too.

Anyway my car is done and am about to go pick it up….so new clutch, fixed rotor or something all for $100. Thank goodness for Karma again cause if my clutch waited another week to go I'd be paying for it myself. So woo hoo!

And now I get to go visit my new nephew Aiden(check out pic)since I can drive again.